Today my heart swings.

flatsound:

if my cat could talk he’d probably break up with me

beliefsatindica asked: Boo

K

It is easy and far too cheesy to claim that I could have loved you forever, isn’t it? But sometimes, I still wonder. You put me through so much time and time again and I fell for it all every time.

Or perhaps that just makes me a fool.

I did the most foolish things for you and felt the most helpless when by your side, yet I convinced myself that it would all be worth it, since I felt I loved you so much.

You told me to be patient and give you time; you told me that somehow, in the end, you would be mine. I believed every silly little lie you told me and if we had to do it all again, I don’t feel as though much else would be different.

I loved you endlessly and without reason.
But all you ever did was break me down.

Tears :(

Do you remember? All of the days that we spent exchanging words; so many thoughts that we could only tell one another. I told you things that I could never fathom sharing with another. With you I wasn’t fearful with what I said; you were the only person that I never felt I had to remain cautious around. You were everything I could have wanted.

You were calming.
You were vicious.
You knew when to be kind,
You knew when to be rough.

You were the only person to ever make me feel whole and the moment you left, I fell to pieces on the floor. As the days pass by, I remain shattered, while you seem just fine.