You could have told me goodbye You could have told me goodbye You let me try, knowing there was nothing I could do to change you You could have warned me Knowing there was nothing I could do to change you
You never really knew me, never ever Never ever saw me, saw me like they did You never really loved me, never really Never really loved me, loved me like they did
Fall in love with someone who wants you, who waits for you. who understands you even in the madness; someone who helps you, and guides you, someone who is your support, your hope. fall in love with someone who talks with you after a fight. Fall in love with someone who misses you and wants to be with you. Do not fall in love only with a body or with a face; or with the idea of being in love
delete the people that make you feel bad about yourself from your life, unfollow them, delete their numbers, erase their texts, find happier people, pet a dog, watch a silly movie, forget about them, you’re better off
My supervisor, who has been going through so many things the past few weeks, still found the time to comfort me. Her words were pure and honest, they were exactly what I needed. I haven’t known her long, but she is a human being I adore.
My coworker, Patrick, knew I was having a bad day. He also knows I have a love for potatoes. So what did he do? He asked me where my favorite fries are from and on his lunch, he drove and got me some.
Another coworker, Blaire, also knew I was a sad kitten today. She refused to take my “no thank you” after she asked me if I wanted her to grab me some Starbucks, and she came back with my favorite drink.
Yet another coworker, Dom, could tell something was off to me today. He was the one person who I was avoiding telling what was wrong for the simple fact that he didn’t approve of me getting back together after the first time she decided to be done with me. I mainly didn’t want to tell him because I didn’t want him to tell me that he was right all along. Luckily, when I finally told him, tears forming in my eyes, he just told me not to cry and he gave me the biggest hug.
Finally, my coworker Xye told me to come over to her and she gave me a hug. She asked if I was okay. I said, “Yes. Well, no, but I will be.”
(If you couldn’t tell, I spent my whole day at work)
But these human beings, who I have known for just a few months, show me so much compassion and love. Though my heart aches for the one I can’t have, it does make it a little better knowing that I am loved and supported by many. My depression has me so low lately, so all I can do is try to be better. I try to remember those who love me and those who would miss me.
There’s no need for heartbreak warfare. It’s called ‘I love you’ — ‘I love you too’. ‘I need more love’ — ‘You got more love’, and you can get through life like that. Shouldn’t you just, on days where you want more love, be like ‘I had a bad dream that you were sleeping around, it’s really irrational, but just love me extra today’. Why can’t we just have this thing where you just say ‘Just love me extra today’. If I was with somebody and they said ‘Love me extra today’, I would love them extra forever.