1. 28 Apr


    Being dead is not as easy as it looks 
    You know I can’t sit still ‘cause these pills that I took 
    Side effects they get the best of my rage 
    There’s a Big Red Dragon comin’ out of his cage 

    Little Green Cars- “Big Red Dragon”

     

  2. 28 Apr



    Sometimes I think about taking a drive to where you used to live; that little street somehow holds so many memories.

    Then I remember it is 2013 and there are far too many places I’d rather be.

     

  3. 28 Apr



    Sometimes I find myself sitting in one spot for hours, staring at nothing, thinking of nothing, feeling nothing, and, most disturbingly, caring about nothing.
    — Mahbod Seraji, Rooftops of Tehran

    (via frozencoke)

     

  4. 28 Apr



    Wait,

    Do you not realize the only reason your boyfriend ever crosses my mind anymore is because his slightly-psycho girlfriend keeps lurking me?

     

  5. 27 Apr



    I hope for your life, you forget about mine.

     

  6. 27 Apr



    Recap of my drive from California to Washington Yesterday:

    • Only three hours of sleep, but SO STOKED.
    • I’m glad no one is here to hear me sing at the top of my lungs.
    • Okay, so many bugs are dying on my windshield.
    • From so much energy to no energy.
    • That first pee stop is amazing.
    • So confused as to why I couldn’t work the gas pump… then remembered how someone told me they have gas attendants in Oregon that have to do it, oops. They must be thinking, “Damn Californian.”
    • I was so happy they cleaned my windshield too! 
    • It only stayed clean for maybe five minutes.
    • The last hour and a half was full of traffic, which drained me more than anything.
    • HOME.

     

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  8. 26 Apr



    EXHAUSTED.

    I barely got three hours of sleep before the twelve hour drive to Seattle. I can see myself passing out any minute now….

     

  9. 26 Apr



    theragetasticvoyage asked: hi. i always thought that we'd be able to meet one day. you seem awesome and i'm slightly bummed you are moving making that dream slightly out of reach now but i wish you well on your journey and hope your future is swell. keep being the optimistic person you are, Jasmine. :)

    Sorry we never got to meet, Isaac, but hopefully I will be back to visit California soon! I will let you know as soon as I know, so hopefully we can plan something!

     

  10. 26 Apr



    How bittersweet the last two nights have been.

    Part of me is excited, while the other part is so sad to be leaving behind so many amazing people; I just need to remember that I will be back to visit!

    Last night I had an amazing night full of drinks, mozzarella sticks, and laughter with a whole bunch of coworkers (and Whitney!). It is easy to let the negative people I worked with taint my memories, but I just need to remember how much I loved last night. There is nothing so humbling as people coming together to say goodbye to you; it is weird to think that anyone out there could even like you so much, sometimes, that they would actually miss you.

    Tonight was quite a night as well; I got together with my family for a last dinner before I left. My mom started crying on the drive there… I know I can’t be the only one who immediately starts crying at the sight of their mother crying. It was completely heartbreaking. Then to have to say goodbye to my grandparents and Nowee as well; someone just stab me in the heart already! My grandparents want me to come back home already, though I haven’t even left. I have such a great family, I need to remember never to take them for granted. Hopefully I will be back to visit in a few months. 

    Tomorrow is the first day of a new journey and I cannot wait. My mom told me that though she is selfish and doesn’t want me to leave, she truly feels that this is what is best for me. I think her and I both know that this isn’t the place for me to prosper. It made me feel better about having made my decision. 

    Okay, I should stop rambling and catch at least a couple hours of sleep before I leave. See 

     

  11. 25 Apr


    If you’re ever feeling down, put this song on. Dance it all away. Another band I am so so so glad I saw at Coachella. Another great experience surrounded by a bunch of dancing strangers.

    Everything is going wrong, but we’re so happy!

    The Wombats- “Let’s Dance to Joy Division”

     

  12. 25 Apr


    YES. 

    This describes how I feel about some people today :)

    (via seafoamtides)

     

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  14. 25 Apr



    There’s a madness in us all.
    — So American, Portugal. The Man
     

  15. 25 Apr


    All the soldiers say 
    “It’ll be alright,
    we may make it through the war 
    if we make it through the night.”
    All the people, they say:
    “What a lovely day, yeah, we won the war.
    May have lost a million men, but we’ve got a million more.”
    All the people, they say.


    Portugal. The Man- “People Say”

    I was so happy to see them at Coachella. Dancing around and singing at the top of your lungs with strangers is one of the best feelings in the world.