have not been the business. My heart is still broken from the news of Jairo late last night. I just can’t believe that I saw him a week ago and I will never see him again. I’ve mentioned before that I am bad with death…. and it is definitely true. Meh. Then I had to cancel on Whitney this morning because I had a migraine which refused to go away. It woke me up at 5 am and no medicine nor numerous glasses of water would help. Luckily, she still made it to her appointment in the city, but I still feel so bad because I hate canceling/flaking on people. So Whitney, if you see this, I AM SO SORRY. Even though I’ve already apologized and you assured me it was alright… I still feel so bad :(
On top of the migraine, I received bad news about my grandmother. She is in need of a liver transplant and if she is able to get it, she MAY have five years. If she doesn’t, it will be fewer. I am in disbelief. She has always lived in a different state than me and it breaks my heart that I can’t spend lots of time with her. She is currently in Minnesota and I know they are planning on moving back to Florida… so hopefully I can save up to go see her.
To sum today up: my heart is in pieces.

